.22 - i'm still looking up. still looking up.

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give, (no I'm not) up on us (giving up)
God knows I'm tough, (I am tough) He knows (I am loved)
We've got a lot, (we're alive) to learn (we are loved)
God knows we're worth it.. (and we're worth it!)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

.21- penat

so kau dah penat? aku lagi penat menjaja isi hati aku dekat orang. kan aku cakap, lagi senang orang tak payah tahu apa-apa pun, tapi kau insist. sekarang, biar aku take over, dan aku pilih untuk buat apa. kau rasa aku tak tau, ke kau yang tak tau aku?

aku rasa blog-blog ni dah hilang purpose dia. 'cept for the fiction one. i dont think i'd update it in the nearest time. but i'm sure gonna update it, maybe tukar domain ke ape ke. tgk la.

lepas satu, satu. kancil buat hal, hati perit tak tertangung lagi dah jadi macam ni. macam mana nak pi spital? haih.

penat lah hidup ni. tapi, well, at least aku dah dapat brief outline on how to survive this world. yeah.. just be strong, keep it deep inside your heart, never looks way forward, never expect something, just strive for it.

and just live. sigh.