.41 deja-vu

i know i have heard those words before.
i know i have.

.40 fix me

When you try your best, but you don't succeed..
When you get what you want, but not what you need..
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep..
Stuck in reverse..

And the tears come streaming down your face,
When you lose something you can't replace,
When you love someone, but it goes to waste..
Could it be worse..?

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream, down your face

Tears stream, down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes..
Tears stream, down your face and I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

.38 m/s

kadang kadang aku tak tau apa patut aku buat, really.
tapi,
satu benda yang aku tau aku jarang buat,
dan paling berkesan dekat aku sekarang,
aku tak buat lagi.

aku patut buat.

tutup, lipat muka surat. biar sebelah sahaja yang mampu aku nampak,
yang aku patut ingat.
yang penting, satu muka surat buku
tak akan merosakkan satu buku.

.39 fokus iii

fokus, fokus.

post nombor tiga aku pasal fokus.
jadi tolonglah. fokus.

.37 note to self

stop activating your self defense mechanism. i know you're still adapting. give them time, give yourself time. take heart, brace your soul, for this is going to hurt you but i promise you; myself..

it's totally worth it.

.36 fokus ii

masalah jadi bila kau fokus benda yang kau kejar, bukan benda yang sentiasa ada.

sebab benda yang kau kejar selalu tinggalkan kau, yang ada selalu.. ada.

dan bila yang ada, tiada.

.35 fokus i

sewaktu kau di luar sana,
selalu aku tiada,
fokus kau selalu hilang ke mana,
entah apa

sebab itu aku lebih selesa,
mengikat anak jari kita,
agar aku menjadi fokus mata,
dan kepala,
sentiasa.